aucun combat

why fight
why hold on
what to fight for
what to stay for
let go
anyone care

...thought so

life...
ponder? No, nothing to ponder
mistake after mistake
no make ups
no do overs
live with what ive done
no forgivness
no point in even trying

all needs to end now
no more pain
no more suffering
better for all
stops now...

tired...im so tired
hung on as long as i can
i want out
for it all to end
only option

im sorry
for all ive done
dont expect forgivness
just know im sorry for it all
the pain
the hurt
the tears
all of it
dont fear
this is for the best
i tried the best could
please dont be angry
remember i love you,
for ever, no matter what

...Je t'aime ma chéri, tu seras toujours mon ange...