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im sorry I wasn’t what you expected,

im sorry I was different…

I really didn’t mean to be, I just meant to be me

Im sorry that’s not what you wanted

Im sorry if I lead you on to something different

Im sorry if I hurt you in the end

If I only knew what she had

What made her stand out

Then I could understand

What you see in her…

I know im not her

Never will be

But im just curious what it is

What she has

If just for a day,

I could see what you see in her

Then I could see what you don’t see in me

Just for that moment

I think I could understand

…So many unanswered questions…

Maybe some would find answers,

If I just had that day…

Guess I never will

Unanswered questions shall remain

One day though…

I WILL make sense of it…

Until then, im left wondering…

Ill always be here if and when you wanna talk,

Ill always have a special place for you

Until we talk, there will remain a hole for you…

& yes, im still hurting

but ill make it…im still worried about you though

so I guess im not her

what you see in her is a mystery

but if your happy, im happy…

just wish I saw what you did so I could see what you don’t see in me…

♥

*written August 17*